Sometimes

it’s hard to see where things are going. Its hard to really be sure of anything. There are things in my past that I have felt the strong inkling that they were going to be the best thing to ever happen to me, and I’ve been wrong ten fold. I guess I just don’t really get my hopes up because I usually fail time in and time out. Although people fail me all the time (and I fail them as well) GodsĀ persistenceĀ in my life is obviously apparent. My life is usually a coaster, but I think it has come to a good humming straight-line. I’m really excited for it. You know, even if the coaster takes me up or down, I think I’ve finally found something and someplace where I really should focus my attention. Oh, our focus, what a powerful thing. I love my job, my friends, my life. I’m just living it up right now, but RIP LEC.

You are someone who is different, but who wants to be the same as everyone else. And that in my view is a serious illness. God chose you to be different. Why are you disappointing God with this kind of attitude?
This life is gonna shake me &&

when everything falls apart your arms hold me together.